Monday, June 20, 2011
Last Night
Saturday, June 18, 2011
perpetual crescendo
There is a wind-swept version of your life
In which you are not the star
You are the sidekick
You are the set-wittled
Cutting and chopping but never
As confident as the finch that mates for life
Under the guise of monogamy
Like a British king
With six successive cats
In a Manchester swamp
Unadulteratedly unhappy
In your broken down Studebaker
At a gas station next door to your house
Parked behind a cop car without tail lights
Far from the stretched, forced structures
That timetabled your schooling
Where you went uneducated
In a foreign family home
Eating two minute meals
Lukewarm hugs
Even your parasites loved you more than a mantle
Or shelf
And in this windswept version
You never guess is never correct
Your foot is never fleet
Sans luck, sans swift
Not humble, but humbled
Not meek, but made
You are the shell but after it’s used
You are the wrist but after it’s sore
You are the pleasure but after it’s tender
There’s a sneaking suspicion that has eluded you
Its great at hiding and you’re terrible at seeking
It goes on unknown, an unknown going on
With traces of it lingering after its been
After its been or after its left
Either way, it’s always gone and when you’re present
Stopping only long enough to suggest its existence
A flittering mist
A dash of light
A reflected milestone of indeterminable achievement or award
You should save up your wits
Let them stew in their own accumulated interest
Wisdom stored ages
Gets potent
Ferments
A black hole increasing in mass
A snowball rolling into itself
A parallel of a parallel converges like four dimensions becoming three
And this will be the longest line
A possibility
A supposed goal