i cant come back

hello
i cant come back
i've gone too far you know?
i think
I think i'm lesser actually
I mean, maybe
happier, but lesser
less functional?
maybe
but you
you are entirely different
and thats great
say: "i need to be reminded"
and I will

here's an idea

it is different from before, unsettled, steeped in solid flighty graspings at, ow, at, ow- stop that, steeped in solid flighty graspings at my knowledge, no, not not knowledge, at magic, disappear, disappear little rabbit, you're not a bunny, no solid flighty graspings for you, no, don't pout, oh-no dont cry, okay-okay-okay here's an idea: just one! you can have one flighty grasp, thats it!